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2011-01-08T13:50:00.001+08:00

Shifted
cheesesizzles.blogspot.com ^^

2010-12-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

Just feel like reviving this space for ONCE. hahaha school is shit like seriously. tons and tons or work + projs. term tests nxt week. gonna die terrible bcuz i know nuts about 2 subs -_- so yeah good luck to me.

if not FOR my parents, i would've withdrawn frm sch....

2010-11-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

Super bored...

Kpop night concert 2010

2010-10-24T13:44:00.011+08:00

Ok i shall start on my fanaccount now. BUAHAHAHA best day
Damn long post ahead.......

Kpop night concert was held @ Sg Expo yesterday. Was super crowded.. even on train! Am surrounded by people talking + spazzing about Kpop. Met Mar and the rest of her friends at Expo. Went into the hall at 7+ and waited till 8. The stage and screens were small like mad. i wonder how people at the back see. :\

They played (on the screen) SuJu's Angel (Haru OST) featuring Big bang, Yunho and Kimbum. Then everyone started screaming idek for what LOL so joined in when i saw youngbae on the screen. hahah super eggcited at that point of time. Finally the lights went off, MCs came out.. the ambassadors and all talked for awhile.

First group to perform was Fti!!!! Jaejin fucking cute i tell you. I can't stop looking at him. The way he speaks english is HAHA too cute i can't tank. Ok they sang 'i hope', 'love love love', 'flower rock' and 'bing bing bing'. Hongki's vocal is no joke!! how i wish they cn sing 'crazily looking at you' live cuz i love that song sfm but ok fat hope. I saw hongki, jonghun and jaejin. Haha poor minhwan at the back. I could see hongki giving all out. Awesome. really.. but me.. stupidly spamming pics.. Gave up half way cuz the pix suck a big time. :(

Next up was The Boss! (Dae guk nam ah) They sang 'stumble stumble', 'admiring boy' and 'shining world'! I've these 3 songs in my playlist so at least i know what r they singing. but i cnt remb the two ballads' name (bcuz it's in hangul in my playlist -_-) so i checked them up for the eng names on google again. Hahah retarded much. Injun's sucha qtie. Karam is SUPER HOT when he was doing some kinda body wave. OMGGG. but i'm not a super big fan of DNA lah~ i don't know much about them since i don't watch their reality vids.

3rd group was ZEA. errr i know nuts about this group. The only song i know is mazeltov.. latin girl mexican girl korean girl japan girl.. nothing else. LOL sorry zea fans. i damn ignorant. So yeah... very handsome though.

Then was Infinite. The only song i recognized when they're perf-ing was 'She's back' -_- cuz i just got to knw them recently -_- hahaha i've got super clear pics of them. I kept looking at Sunggyu cuz he's the most significant one LOL to me ok soz.

NOWNOWNOW. SHINEE'S TIME TO SHINE WOOOO WAHAHAH. Screamed my lungs out when i heard noona neomu yeppo. People from the back all ran to the front so i've to stand on my chair. The rest followed also. High like mad plz. Unfortunately jonghyun wasn't there.. :( hope he's okay... so the rumours weren't true. Mar was uber sad.. i unds totally. Cn't imagine hw will i react if the one absent was taeminnie T-T i'll probably die. Ok anyway, THEY WALKED TO THE T-SHAPED STAGE. Minho and key was on the other side. ONTAE ON MY SIDE. I tell you i waved my right hand like mad throughout (hoping tae will wave back at me) BCUZ TAEMIN'S STANDING RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. Ok i'm at the 7th row so not DIRECTLY infront but STRAIGHT down INFRONT. I waved like mad. Super obvious because i'm at the 1st seat of the row + those beside me were shorter bcuz they were on the ground, plus i keep wave like some dog so i'll look significant eventually . TAEMIN GOT SEE ME OK OH MY FUCKING GOD. Eye contact!! YOU KNOW WHATS EYE CONTACT OMG. My left arm almost broke but i persevered. HAHA but he still.. didn't wave back to me -.- kkk nvmd. I could see him dance super clearly during the replay dance break. FUCKING MAN OMG. SERIOUS. I SEE DAMN CLEARLY his 'standard face expressions'. I cld see it all!!! DAMN NICE LAH OMG HAHAHA paid extra attention to him. Yep.. so they went on to sing lucifer, ring ding dong and hello. Onew took over jjong's part for RDD (the first verse) but he sang wrongly + forgot the lyrics & left a part out bending downwards and back up.. i saw how he reacted.. like abit 'paiseh' expression. he must have felt terrible.. (heard that he cried because he forgot to sing jjong's part or smth. idk if it's just a rumour or not) so i shouted 괜찮아. BUT LIKE AS IF HE CAN HEAR -_- K.. Taemin took over jjong's part for Lucifer.. the long note. HE PULLED IT OFF DAMN FUCKING WELL I MUST SAY. OMG BABY~ ♥♥♥ Flawless totally.. I shouted the fanchant like a babo hahaha. All in all.. thr's only one word to describe: BRAVO!!

After SHINee was Big bang. VIPs went all crazy. They sang a total of 7 songs!! I only know like 4 songs out of the 7 :\ The ones i recognized were acoustic ver of 'Haru haru', 'lies', 'last farewell' and 'hands up'. The other 3 were 'gara gara go', 'number one' and 'how gee'. TOP sweat like mad damn hot omg. I waved non stop to Seungri & Taeyang cuz they r super handsome. Taeyang with his sunglasses on so i cldn't really see whr was he looking at, i just wave like siao hoping at least any one of them will 'reply'. But no -_- HAHA FAIL. GD super high! He kept running and jumping and interacting w fans. HE EVEN SAT INFRONT OF SOME GIRL FANS FOR LIKE 1-2 MIN/S. Wah their lives completed alr.. i got super clear pics of taeyang and seungri. hehe keep snapping like mad. They should invite Park Bom and sing 'Forever with you' tgt. LOL dreamz again

Last but not least, So nyuh shi dae! Wah sones seriously no joke i tell you. (I read a fan account on how shocked she was when SHINee came out, shawols r no joke. then she went on to say sones more power. double no joke haha!) super loud fanchant, lightsabers/glow sticks everywhere. SNSD come out only chaos. LOL seriously.. i keep snapping also. but cam's being a bitch at that moment. Can't force flash so the pics super lousy quality like sai. THEY R EFFING PRETTY. ALL YES ALL. Their legs r to die for man. Totally like what we see on vids.. flawless. They performed 'run devil run', 'gee', 'tell me your wish' and 'oh'. I think snsd must be proud of SG sones. really..

Then finale.. everyone came out. I SNAP TILL SHIOK HAHAHA (but some super lousy quality -.-). Sadly.. fti was right at the corner. damn sad. i've got super lil pics of them. i kept waving at seunghyun n jaejin LOL. Like some mad dog. Soshi was right infront of us. but kena blocked by a few idiots infront of me. So i concentrated on my SHINee on the other side (quite close also). WAVE NON STOP TIME. Waved to ontaekey non stop like mad. THEN YOU KNOW WHAT.. KEY LOOKED & WAVED BACK OMFG. HAPPY + ABIT SHOCKED LOL HAHAHAHAH best fanservice as always. I continue waving like siao but ontaeho never wave back..... :( So yeah they went back after that. Standing pit people cfm damn shiok can see them clearly. abit regret nt getting the pit tickets. so learnt my lesson alr.. Bring DSLR (so the cam is bigger then eventually be significant then that they will look into it) + buy standing pit tickets in the future :) Kk that's all.

SHINee will be holding their solo concert in Seoul on 18 & 19 dec. Feel like flying over for it then fly back the nxt day HAHA -_- serious.. if only i got $ lah... In the meantime.. I'LL WAIT FOR YOU TO COME TO SG. Don't mind spending hundreds to see you guys again. Please come back soon!!! ♥♥

P/S: i sound like an idiot typing this. kpop makes one nerd. seriously. can't stand my crazy self also but argh.. can't help it :( possessed by kpop soul out of a sudden i can't help it either hahaha
esp by now so many act-like-they-know-a-lot xal & xmms r joining in the kpop world. damn disgusting. i shall get out of it n be matured soon yes?

I've got like near 300 pics. Super lil pics uploaded here cuz kinda lz to edit + lazy to upload alot work to do + the rest abit lousy. zoomed like x12 to the front stage w my digi cam ugh. t-shaped stage nt that bad still ^^

not the best pictures of all time but still..
PLZZ CREDIT IF TAKING!!! :( didnt hav time to (C) them

(Click for larger view (some super lousy quality). Not in order)

2010-10-16T19:19:00.004+08:00

Ok so.. retail theraphy w yingy yesterday becuz i had my off day heh. Had pastamania fr lunch, walked arnd, then went to pasir ris for BBQ. Happy birthday Li ying btw ^^ At least 40 people were there omggg.. Kkk am at Vainpot now btw. Knocking off soon!!

And did i mention how happy i was bcuz i passed my engfunds sup ppr?!!
But failed comp prog hahahah funny right.. hav to retake alr lor.

2010-10-14T00:02:00.004+08:00

2010-09-24T13:43:00.005+08:00

Release of results! Hahahah as expected...... i mean, i expected worse, but it turned out to be above my expectations, but it's way below majority's expectations.. geddit? My results r eff-ing lousy lah. So.. yep.. Stella, prepare to take sup paper on the 1st of Oct k.

Slept damn early ystd night because of my painful left eye. Must be the contacts' fault. :-( And then.. woke up at 5 this morning -_- like what the hell so early lah. Wasted my $9.30 on Mac bfast sigh.. trying very hard to save $$ alr since i spent so much on the KNC. Ok one more month... can't wait ^_^

2010-09-21T13:23:00.003+08:00

Currently working @ Vainpot haha. Hmm.. was wondering if i shall blog like how i used to in the past.. I should right hehehe. But life's so mundane.. How am i suppose to blog? Copy and paste my posts since everyday's like the same? Hahaha feel like moving to livejournal.. aish

♪ Nothing can stop me from lovin' you, you, you~ ♫

via -loverholic & tbak0 from tumblr.

2010-08-24T12:17:00.002+08:00

You know you're a SHINee stan when:

•You you understand the phrase “THIS IS THE REALITY I WANTED”
•Onew condition is pure love
•You ship Jongkey
•You ship 2min
•You ship Dubuchicken
•AMIGO is no longer just “friend” in Spanish to you
•You know of/ship other pairings but respect the three pairings above anyways
•You watched “Hello Baby religiously”
•Flaming charisma fo eva and always
•During the Lucifer picture teaser releases, your thoughts went as follows: Onew = LOL A NINJA, Jonghyun = SEXY BACK AND I SEE BOOBS, KEY = Once a diva, always a diva, Taemin = THIS IS THE REALITY I WANTED, Minho = okay…
•“YOU LOOK LIKE A LEEZARD”
•When you eat of chicken, you think of Onew
•Lucifer is not the devil to you
•You know what a Pedo Nuna is and to whom it refers too
•WHAT IS LIFE I ONLY KNOW OF SHINEE
•You know of Jongsica
•When you were waiting for the new SHINee song to play on that radio thing, you were completely pissed off at the fact that they stopped playing the SHINee album, played some chick speaking, and then played SNSD (no matter how much you love SNSD, because you were waiting for SHINee)
•You laughed at Onew’s slight fear of Yoogeun
•You know SHINee is at it’s best when they are as 5
•“Forever a Shawol” is a statement relevant to your life
•You know at least 70% of SHINee fan cheers
•A locket is no longer a piece of jewelry in your heart
•You know the order the SHINee members were diagnosed with “swine flu” (I believe it goes Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun)
•You know all colours in Key’s hair during the “Ring Ding Dong” days
•Taeming is a bamf at dancing
•You can dance the SHINee dances
•Minho hate makes you wanna slap a ho
•Key is gorgeous, Taemin is your girlfriend
•You played the “Lucifer” teaser more then 50 times
•A flamer isn’t just a slang name for a Pokemon move
•You were mildly shocked when Onew said he ideal girl was Jungah
•You got jealous while watching Yuhanam
•Jjong was the star in “Land Before Time” (LOL JK BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM IMPLYING)
•You can sing the SHINee songs
•Keysha
•Taemint isn’t just a mint (LOL IDEK)
•“The Name I Loved”
•Your heart mildly drops when you see a SHINee member with another girl
•On a roller coaster ride, you are tempted to sing “Up and Down”
•You understand what “ShaWol” means
•When you want to beat up people who bully Taeming
•Yirang
•When chicken has become your favorite food.
•Le Charismatic Frog
•You rep pearlescent sky blue (AKA the colour of happiness lulz)
•May 25th 2008 is a godly day for you which you will always remember
•You know the original version of “WOWOWOW”
•You spell “shine” as “shinee”
•You thought their “Love Like Oxygen” days were pure sex(y)
•Key is diva
•You watched Taemings sitcom (and kinda laughed at the kiss scene)
•You like Minho
•You never want Minho out of SHINee. NEVER.
•You know why so many people scream “MVP” when Onew sings it in “Noona Neomu Yeppeo”
•You know Y.O.U. Stands for “Year of Us”
•You like “shout Out” for more then just the obvious part (but you still love the moans either way)
•Bling bling is more then a name for fancy shiny crap in your life
•You have seen all 5 bulges
•Jjong knows you think he’s sexy
•You cried at Taemin crying
•Keymera
•You sat up all night every night for the release of Lucifer information
•When Minho was hurt, you did not blame him for the delay of SHINee’s comeback, instead you cared about him
•Dream team
•Yoogeun is the second Minho
•Onew is so sexy idgaf
•Key doing “Muzik” = JIZZ. IN. MY PANTS.
•One word: Obsession
•You know that Minho is the boy in SNSD’s “Gee” music video
•Still I have romantic in my heart
•Ring Ding Dong was so cute, ide
•Forever and always a OT5

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SO IF YOU DON'T KNOW ALL THESE DON'T CALL YOURSELF A SHINEE FAN FOR FUCK'S SAKE
^_^

2010-08-13T03:39:00.006+08:00

Needa change my url.. so yeah. Anyway. look at the last post!! July!! It's August already.. oh man. time passed like shooting stars.. and passes too. K anyw, went out w mates ystd for pool session. they came atw down to amk ^^ Played a good 4-5 hours.. long huh haha. They went off aft tt while me & zhuo noob went to meet the other 2. went home at eleven plus.

Ah.. holidays nowwww. the good thing abt hols is that i don't hav to wake up early and crack my damn brain to think what to wear to schl (this is mad irritating if ya don't know. spoils girls' moods k!!) Imagine you go to school everyday lah!! How many sets of clothes to change!! L8r ppl say you no clothes HOW. so paiseh :$.. Now the bad thing is.. boredom. i swear i'm hella bored at home at times. Computer games are like 'out of trend' alediz. Cn't find anything else that can entertain me besides facebook and shopping online -_-... what to do?!?!?! It's 4am now. i'm gonna get huge panda eyes bcuz i sleep at this time EVERYDAY. Cool or not?

And so.. Sis & i were saying.. Kpop can make smone look like a retard. Cuz everything revolving arnd them is: world of kpop. yes lah like me lah. Can't believe i'm in the state whereby i go crazy over idols. literally crazy.. never thought i would! But nevermind lah.. i'm happy and proud of it. ^^v

2010-07-21T13:43:00.008+08:00

If you've been following my twitter, you can see how crazy i am for the past few weeks and most of all.. yesterday. SHINee's Lucifer MV has been released officially!!!!! Yesterday lah. And if you don't know what's Lucifer then fuck you. ITS THEIR NEW ALBUM'S NAME. MUST BUY & SUPPORT KZ. I'm so gonna buy it. I'M FREAKING HAPPY. It's all worth the wait!!! For 6-7 damn months!!! The boys didn't disappoint us!! The chreo is like.. OMGGGG OK I'VE TO STOP THIS I'M GOING CRAZY SOON. MY BABYTAE OMG!!!!!!!!!! I spammed the whole album + mv from the day of release till now.. mad 'nuff? IT'S DAMN ADDICTIVE. I SWEAR!!!!!! I LOVE 샤이니 OK. 샤이니 뮤직비디오 !!!! IT'S CLIMBING ON THE CHARTS. YES GOGOGO.

Don't wanna post already l8r you all fall in love w them for no reasons & THAT SUCKS BECAUSE IT'S FAKE LOVE EEWW BOO BOO FAKE FAKE FAKE FANS EAT SHIT. DONT ACT LIKE YOU LOVE KPOP LEH ACT ONLY FAKE FANS DAMN DISGUSTING BTH Search for yourself BYE ^^

2010-07-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

Woah! Hell bored now so i'm here blogging.. Went out to meet the 2 girls aft school on Friday. Initially wanted to signup for the theory test for car driving.. ended up giving it a miss bcuz i didn't bring my IC along.. damn ._. Had Sakae for dinner once again! ^^ Walkd arnd town like zombies after that and headed back to Amk. Metup w olivia, yz & david for pool & midnight movie aft that. Caught 9 temples @ Hub.. a really no-link movie. Wasted 8bucks... ugh. Then as usual.. they came my house to stayover till the nxt morning.

Took a long rest aft that and went out again in the night to meet jw yz nick & sern yi for POOL again! Lousy guys lost me like mad hehehe. laughed like crazy cuz of the jokers hahaha.. Then David & Jc came.. can't believe i went to watch World Cup @ Bishan w them -_- Wasn't that bad afterall except that i'm really really sleepy and fell asleep halfway while watching. The whole crowd shouted and shocked me up. Like wtf seriously! Hahaha.. walked home w yz daivd & sy at 5 plus in the morning. Grateful much.. Slept till late noon and rotted fr the whole day.

It's a sad thing to see sec schls/jcs having holidays today and not polys. Plus i forgot tht i'm having maths test today ._. Last min revision with mates in the library (more like a laughing n chatting session hahahah). Test was manageable but my answers don't seem to tally w the others :( Oh well.. just pray for a pass. A PASS WILL DO PLEASE. Don't wanna fail any of my tests anymore.. heard tht i'll get kick out if i continue failing.. ugh..

2010-06-28T22:20:00.006+08:00

Back to school on Monday! Was meddling with my contact lenses for the whole of today. Left eye turned really red. Blood shot like nuts.. really uncomfortable. Till now it has yet to recover.. And yeah. School as usual.. Played with Ben's phone during lecture. Ying, Dawn & me were basically chatting away for that 2 hours hahahah. Didn't bring any books to schl today anyway :l Sigh.. Everyone's getting good grades except me :( I'm too lazy to study. Plus, i know nuts about my modules!!! Argh..

Anyway.. updated with peektures frm the past few days. not much though.
kinda lz to compile all hahaha shall sleep soon!

Face so red cuz i drank a lil hahah -_-

2010-06-26T11:43:00.003+08:00

Shall i just let this space die? Hahah. Was so so busy for the whole of this week!

Went out w Kim on last Saturday. Town ish sho boringz. Had fun though ^^ Caught midnight movie w olivia, yz & david the nxt day @ Hub. Had only 3 hours of sleep that night!! Becuz i've to go to schl the nxt day argh.. So came home at 5+ - 6. Slept all the way till nxt morning.

Tuesday.. mm. Went out with Shermaine.. Went to many places in a day because we're sian like mad. Though we bought nothing much.. still had lotsa fun gossiping haha^^. Metup w Sher on Wed. And went roaming arnd the streets. Had Sakae for lunch.. And on Thurs, went out w mates for Kbox @ Ehub! Laugh like mad inside bcuz of Ben. Sang till 6+ and went home ^^ And just yesterday, finally went out w my 2 girls! Enjoyed ourselves alot. Sakae for dinner.. went crazy. I think this applies to only me.. Hahah yes. And i'm awake to blog now. Wordy post because i'm lazy to post the pixx heheh. shall end here! Ugly post..

2010-06-02T02:00:00.005+08:00

Firstly, happy birthday to Sherlin Chau! ♥
You gotta study hard! I'll be there for you yeah! Saranghaeyo~

Got up in the early morn with a damn excited feeling because i saw forums saying tht Taeyeon's in SG. Really eager to hunt for her hahaha like wth i'm like a mad woman.. i didnt eventually. Anyway, last day of term test! Hope i can score well.. but.. i'm like the lousiest in class -_- hahaha. Cnt seem to escape the clutches of carelessness loool & YAY for holidayzz!

Class chalet @ Aloha resort w mates today after schl. Was a damn last minute thing. Eerie chalet beside OCH.. totally creeped us out! Isolated somemore! God.. Was kinda bored at first but it got better somehow. Anyway, had a nice time even though i left much earlier than the rest who were staying over. Enjoy yourselves peeps! Will look forward to more hangouts ^^!

Okay. Time to sleep. I'm really really tired now.. energy drained ttm.
Oh and.. fate brought us together while i was going home ^^ HAHAHAAAAAAH. Nighty.

More random picts up on fb! ^^

2010-05-24T18:54:00.005+08:00

Hilow ^^ This blog's like so dead!!! Ok firstly, i hate Mondays because i've to get up early in the morn. Insomnia last night so i slept for like 4 hrs only -___- 2ndly, it's my presentation today! And i did badly + my improper attire haha. CN'T BELIEVE I GOT A C+ WTFFF. 7 and 7.5 for RJ and SO respectively. 15/20 for Emaths. Seems good right? IT'S NOT AT ALL BECAUSE THR'RE 20s IN MY CLASS. T_T Very demoralizing... Comprog & engfunds, (tho i havnt get back but) needless to say, single digit for both. Main subjects btw.. So yes. That's the end of this post. GOODBYE

[EDIT]
It's 12 KST NOW. HAPPY 2ND ANNI TO SHINee ♥
I'll be loving you guys for ever until i die. HAHAHAAAAHA I MISS YOU ALL. :(
Don't make me & other shawols wait too long k!! FASTER COMEBACK.

2010-05-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

Omg! Finally done with my assignment! Researching is really driving me crazy.. Argh. Anyway. IP MAN 2 WAS AWESOME!! The whole cinema so high ok. Still got applause.. ahaha. Caught the movie with my old clique on Friday after school cuz it happened to be that our timings all fit. So.. after movie, slacked all the way till 12+ @ a Mac nearby my hse. Aw.. Miss the good ol' times yknow people.. hahaha. Let's catch up again someday! Then.. woke up damn early nxt day for dance lessons.

Okay. School tmrw! Luckily i finished all my work already.
As usual, i.am.a.good.student. :)

2010-04-21T23:21:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday my dear girl Kim! Saranghaeyo!♥
All the best to you. Study hard and make it to schl next year k! Sure you can do it! :)

K. Hello world!! It's been a long time since i last blogged right.. Hahah hows school freshies? Fun? Well, i'm starting to like my class a bit lah.. And i've been studying okay. I'm a good TP student. School was okay for me. Heheh. My timetable's like, 3 hours a day in 3 days in a week. K messy. Anyway, yes.. in half an hour's time will be my 18th birthday. I'm getting old already.. How!!

2010-04-13T21:24:00.005+08:00

Ok i shall quickly blog about ystd and today before i go to bed. Just a quick one! Went Kbox-ing w Lao ystd. I think she's one mad woman shouting inside the room. Nonetheless, we still had lotsa fun :) And i spent like more than $150 on that day. Wasted fking $106 on my extensions because i wanted volumize it initially. But cuz it looks awful, i asked Lao to help me remove it. So $106 gone.... :( Cabbed home with midnight charge. Freaking $16.. blame it on me cuz i guided the uncle wrongly ._. Embarassing-ly, i answered no when the uncle asked if i'm going back to my own home. L.O.L

Slept at 2+ that night, and woke up at 6 today for orientation camp @ TP. Overall not bad lah ok.. just that sometimes i'm rly bored lorrrr. My class is... -.- I'm speechless.. Ok anyway.. i kinda like those seniors/mentors/leaders ^^ LOL sher... :)

Ok I shall sleep now. I'm really really tired. Energy drained to the max.

2010-04-08T01:10:00.007+08:00

It's Kim Jong Hyun's birthday! Happy Birthday JJONG. Saengil chukha hamnida, saengil chukha hamnida, saranghaneun oori JongHyun, saengil chukha hamnida! Oppareul saranghae! ♥♥♥ BLING LIKE ALWAYS OK. LOL im like self entertaining.. ._. Ok..I bet his like having fun with the other 4 members now lah. Can i join in too :( I feel like flying over to Korea. Some fans confirm get a chance to cele w them. How lucky... :(

Ok anyway, i'm like busy mappling these few days. Lao's fault. Heheh very lame & no life but i like. At least it kills time and people inside are nice. Really man... And siannnnn. Orientation camp is coming soon. Don't feel like going ZZ. Ok im laughing like siao in maple cuz of 2 jokers. BB FOR NOW

And oppa, i really really love you with your current hair colour know! :)
V HOTTTT MAN. And i cn't wait for SHINee's comeback!! YAY. LOVEYOULOVEYOU

2010-03-30T00:49:00.007+08:00

I KNOW MY PICTS ALL SAME POSITION. I like left side ok ok ok :) And hurray!! I can cycle on two wheels already hahah. Don't laugh at me k... i took less than an hour to learn. Heheh smart right.. KK. The two girls bought their bags @ Marina Sq.. happy alr lor~ Then went to Sentosa and it was drizzling. Badbad.. I banged onto a van, a pole and almost onto a police car LOL retarded right. The policemen inside damn funny hahaha. A lot people looking very paiseh :$.. We were sweating like crazy then hahaha. Wanted to have Sakura for dinner but DBG's Sakura's fulled.. so went back to PS for HongKong cafe instead. Ate like we haven't had anything for years LOL then after that was the stomach bursting part.. hahaha. Walked around, then Sher left. Strolled down to Orchard w Kim and took bus back home.

AND I REALLY H8 ADULT FARES OK. REALLY SUCKS LAH. IN A WEEK I TOPUP 3 TIMES ALRDY CAN. BUEYTAHAN ._. Who wanna sponsor me $$$?! I've been spending too much online and outside lately..

Anyway.. i gained something today. A BIG HUMP ON THE BACK OF MY LEG. A blueblack. DAMN BIG OK DAMN... pain T.T Idk how i got it.. must be that damn bicycle's paddle hahaha. My butt hurts too.. Ugh. I think my hand's gonna ache tmrw cuz i grab onto the handle damn damn tightly LOL SERIOUS. Last but not least.. the group picture taken during the Maritime event. I'll miss you people!!!! LOVE THIS CUZ HEHE :p

2010-03-29T00:27:00.006+08:00

Discovered a really amusing blog.. Entertained me for almost an hour the other time. So.. Miss C has been blogging about us all these while. Me, Sher, Kim, Leonard, Xianfu & Tiancheng. I reckon you're reading this since you know like almost everything about me, Sher and Tiancheng (through our blogs duh). I guess you're just being over sensitive. Really.. we've no intentions to do that and don't make us sound like we're murderers ._. And what's wrong with going poly? You sure do love to stalk us huh? Anyway, fyi, i'm going to TP. Are you gonna scold me as well? I don't wanna make it like i'm a immature kid whose tryna do 'blog scolding' or whatever shit but since i can't contact you then i shall be immature hahahahahahaha

Okay. End of that.. Will be heading to Sentosa to cycle with my 2 girls tmrw. Then bowling and then... idk. A list of activities waiting for me hehehehe! Btw.. idk how to cycle so i'm going to learn HAHA. School's gonna start real soon. Orientation camp on 13, 14 & 16 Apr- don't feel like gg but have to- and then my birthday IS COMING HAHA see how time flies! ...

2010-03-27T21:42:00.004+08:00

A week just passed like this.. Was working @ Expo for the Maritime event with the usual group of people. Stood for more than 8 hours for the first two days.. almost died. Friday was the busiest day for me and the two other girls, Mingli and Felicia. Almost died again.. hahah. We took free Dondurma (Turkish ice cream) heheh. It was the first time in my life to try that lol and it's really nice!! Even though the event was for merely three days.. I REALLY ENJOY & LOVE IT LAH CUZ... HAHAH sh. Kk i shall wait for Manshan to upload the group picture then post it up. And and.. the video- epic slaps that Amin got from Seif.

THIS TIME ROUND RLY BYEBYE 4EVER ALR CUZ SCHL REOPENING T.T
Some would understand what i mean hehehehehehehehe bye

2010-03-21T17:56:00.017+08:00

안녕하세요! These are the pictures i said i wld upload...

Had a really wonderful day with these 2 idiots. ^^ another one soon~
@ SEA's venue.. yes i was that far from stage :( very sad right..

Didn't take any pix of SHINee cuz i was damn far behind..
so i recorded videos instead and shouted like crazy HEHEH HAHA

Here @ IMM! Fucking far like crazy please... :(
Had great time there with Shawols anyway.. Enna was w me all the while.
And Arashi & friend, thanks for the spare space else will be worse.. hahah ^^

Retardedly.. these are the 2 clearest pics i took.
which is still.. very blur i know hahalol -.-

Rest of the pictures here: CLICK HERE
Can't be bothered to upload here.. very xiasuey bcuz almost all blur.. cuz i zoom too much lah ARGH. hahahahahaha
PLEASE CREDIT IF TAKING OK. I ALMOST DIED WHILE TAKING ALL THESE T.T~
But then again.. who would want all these blur picts when they can get better and x100 clearer ones online? ha ha ha

Last but not least.. MY SIGNED ALBUM HEHEHE MUAHAHAHA this was the first time they came SG for fansign @ LOT1 like end of Jan.. My queue no. was 158 I WONT FORGET. ALL THX TO POK LAH OMG POKKK!!!!
I LOVE YOU LAH TAEMINNIE. I cn't forget how you look at me when the marker has gt no ink!!!! AIGOO SO CUTEEEE LAH. I knw i repeated myself like more than 20 times alr but I REALLY CN'T BELIEVE IT HAHAHAHA TAEMIN♥♥♥♥ Aiya shit lah should have hanged my camera around my neck so that i can vid and capture down (like what a lot people did) how he look at me right HAHA Ok thats my tumblr link ^^ hehehe. I'll love you forever ok Taemin! L.O.L kekeke

Heading out tmrw! So gooodbye

2010-03-17T00:08:00.010+08:00

Hi!! Finally i'm here to blog. Hahaha. Previous week was really a busy one for me. Really busy!!! Therefore had very limited excess to the net.. So anyway.. from Tues-Friday, was working @ Expo for the Furniture Fair. Damn bored throughout because i was in a booth.. so while Khalzi or whatever i forgot his name haha, helped me to look after, i slept at one corner. We took turns.. Waking up @ 5 plus in the early morn is a torture ok.

And then.. on Saturday.. my big day! LOL. You might think i'm crazy but hello.. all hardcore fans are like that k? You don't know one LAH. K.. went to IMM to meet my Shawols. And i was late.. because i set my alarm wrongly. Supposed to be AM.. i set it as PM. NOT FIRST TIME ALREADY CAN? Rushed down and all.. Queued all the way till 11+ and got my album & entry pass. Skipped my dance lesson for that... -.- One lesson's $ gone haha. Almost died because my last meal was Friday 12 noon.. went home and rushed out to meet Kim & Sher. Had Fish&Co @ PS. Went to Daiso to get some stuff and took neoprints in Bugis. Ages since we last took one.. Hahah cabbed down to the SEA's venue aft that ^^ Was damn hell excited at that point of time. As expected.. SHINee received the most fan cheers and applauses and whatever shit that has to do with noises/voices/sounds. And me.. i was basically shouting for Taeminnie throughout. Ok stupid and crazy right? I cn't control. Darn excited. Kim say i very scary HEHEHE.

Went home and went out the next morning @ 7+ for their showcase. Hate it lah! I was so damn far at the back please. If i knw the arrangement is like that earlier, i would be there since 6am. I damn sad okay. I kept complaining about the distance betwn the stage and me. Like fuckkkkkkk. Unlike in LOT1... i was like.. so infront please :(. Damn sadddd. Cn't even see them clearly -.- Plus, my contacts are hurting my eyes like crazy.. so i had to spam pics/vids (like i sweared previously in LOT1 because i didn't.) and take care of my eyes.. Everyone was pushing like mad because it's raining -.- It's damn disgusting lah. Many people sweating and.. argh. Managed to take full 3 songs they performed. But some fucking banners/cameras/hands blocked me... I know i had to vid it down because i cn't really see them.. Damn sad case right. k so.. they went off after performing for less than half an hour -.-

Went home after that. Thought i could finally rest and sleep.. god knows i saw a twitter about SHINee's departure was @ 11pm. Texted Rue and rushed down to Madarin Hotel like a mad dog. Was running and sweating.. (Can you believe i did this?-.-) When i was @ Marina SQ, they left already. -.- So Rue told me to meet at Clarke Quay, they were having dinner there at some retaurant. So.. long story.. i just sweat like mad. Finally reached. Damn.. i should have stood infront when they came down of the restaurant.. SO CLOSE. WE WERE SO CLOSE OK!!!!! I didn't because the other girls are afraid that we wldn't be able to get on the cab on time to chase them.. So end up.. my vid is Taemin's shirt, Jjong + onew + minho's head. Whole vid less tham 10 secs. LMAO PATHETIC? I regretted a whole lot.. Babytae was wearing a mask. Fren says he looks sick :( Anyway.. there was a total of more than 9 maxi cabs following theirs. Thought i could see them in airport for the last time.. but to my horror, they went into the CIP terminal and took a private jet.......... -.- Totally broke down.. mentally. Hopes dashed like crazy.. sigh. So went back home after that. Flooded my hp with more than 150 pics and some vids and songs. And also.. i forgot to eat on this day..

And guess why they've to go through CIP terminal? Try searching 'SHINee departure in Sg' in YT and you'll know why. What's wrong with all the retarded girls trying to push SHINee?! YES PUSH. Literally PUSHING AND SQUEEZING THROUGH THEIR WAY. Whr're their limits?! -.- Are they retarded? Taemin like almost fell.. he cn't balance! 5 of them can hardly WALK. Compare SG to HK.. a total disgrace like seriously. At least i know where my limits are... yes i know OK.. I wonder when will they come again? Or never? They'll h8 Sg sooner or later.. Ughh. Nevermind.. At least i get to see them 4 times AND GOT TAEMIN'S SIG AND HE LOOKED AT ME CUZ MARKER NO INK (CUTE!!!) AND I'M LIKE LESS THAN 20" AWAY FROM HIM AND AND HE SMILE AT ME AND HAHAHAHAH :) Still can't believe this actlly took place HEHEH. How hardcore can i get? ㅋㅋ

K that's the end of my long entry.. A fruitful week huh?
Many friends call me crazy BUT YOU ALL DON'T KNOW ONE LA!!! Tskk
Thr're many more crazy people out there k.. i'm quite normal alr hahahahaha

Will upload picts and vids tmrw or smthng. Needa sleep now.
Annyeong~ ♥ 이태민 + 샤이니

이태민, 사링해요

2010-03-14T17:56:00.006+08:00

I'll be updating this space later on HAHA if you know me well enough, you wld probably know what am i gonna blog about.... HEHEHE time to replenish my god damn sleep. (must coverup at least 1 week's sleep...) Annyeong.

[Edited]
I went out after that to look for Rue & the others for 샤이니's departure.
So.. i.. didn't.. sleep... But.. sigh.. i was damn saddddddd.
K. Editing pictures and vids now. Will blog sooooon!!

2010-02-19T23:52:00.002+08:00

HEY. How's your CNY coming along? Recieved enough $$? Heheh. Anyway.. mine sucked like hell ._. There's nothing much for me to blog anyway. shall sleep early tonight haha ♥샤이니

2010-02-13T23:52:00.007+08:00

Happy Chinese New year all! ;) And my current laptop's wallpaper......

BUAHAHAHAH cn't wait for 13 march!!!!! So excited y'know!!!!!! ;)

2010-02-10T00:53:00.010+08:00

Hi!!! Guess what? I went out today (to town) and bought nothing. Nothing at all.. for the whole day!!! What's wrong?!!! It's the $$ that stopped me from purchasing! :( IWAN2BRICH. Plus.. i realised that the whole world's wearing the same stuff now. Agree? Haha. kk i seriously don't know what to wear for CNY tho i spent like almost $200 online.. OTOKE?!!! my music playlist... hehehe ;) <3 SHINee

2010-02-08T09:38:00.008+08:00

Last day of work was awesome. Was really busy in the morning but till the noon, we're slacking away. Of course, thank you Tiancheng! :) ~~Will upload more picts from the exhibits once i got it from him.~~ The rest @ fb lah ok lz upload all ^^

2010-02-06T14:48:00.006+08:00

I'M SO DAMN BROKE NOW. NO $$ WHO WANT DONATE ME. Fuckedup week indeed. Going out now bye.

Edited/
Yay! Got work tmrw @ Singapore's Airshow event. Last day! $_____$ and can... hehehe.
Shall sleep now.. have to wake up @ 5 :(

2010-02-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

Dragged myself out of bed (recluctantly) today, 5 in the morning. Work @ Singapore's Airshow event with 10 other friends. Was really busy ushering guests/visitors/exhibitors in the morning. After lunch (which sucked, hardly finish half of it), it got hell boring. Was damn tired and sleepy so went to the room to rest. Then... my thumb's nail broke. Almost half gone!! It's mad pain. DAMN. You wanna try? Wow.. i shouted like.. 5 times while bathing just now cuz i keep hurting it. My nail's like so gross now. Ugh.. i need to sleep NOW- 930PM. I'm really tired.. Have to wake up @ 5 again tmrw... Saranghae SHINee;) ROFL

2010-02-01T03:39:00.026+08:00

ONLY ONE JONGHYUN. wrong timing, funny shot LOL but he's rly hot K

half face of baby tae :( SEE. I WAS SO CLOSE. Then the damn person block my taemin NABEH damn angry. whole situation is v chaotic already still block. cn't even remb what i did. everything passed so quickly -.- no point crediting myself anyway hahaha this pic's almost useless. anti checkered LOL~

HI WORLD. FIRST THING FIRST. SARANGHAE 샤이니! BWAHAHAH. And so.. i went out on 30th, 2.30pm + with Kim to town & shopped.. 313's F21's like our heaven ;) Then rushed back home. Waited for Wk's text to go down CCK. Met him & his friends, went to LOT1. And.. the torture started from 10pm. Queued for at least 15 hours.. doing nothing. Had one pathetic mac meal.. Didn't even sleep. NOT EVEN A WINK! Cn't sleep obviously.. By 6am, the whole of lot1's entrance is flooded with people. After that it's even worse.. you cn't imagine how it is like. The damn lifts and escalators services stopped. Then.. waited like crap till 31st, 11.50am+, went up to rooftop garden to purchase albums (came with a damn huge poster). The moment i reached there, the music (RDD) played and sent chills down my spine. I almost cried (ok crazy nuff.) Fans @ Rooftop Garden all sang RDD together. LIKE SO COOL PLEASE OMG. I CAN FEEL THE LOVE. THE FEELING IS LIKE.... AIYA YOU DONT KNOW ONE. SHINee was late for 20mins +. When they reach.. i swear my eardrums almost bursted.. ._. Everyone went crazy & ~~shouted~~ screamed like omg! AND FOR ME.. I'M LIKE DAMN HAPPY AT THAT POINT OF TIME LAH. Nv really screamed tho -.- I got Taemin's sig!!! OMG HES MAKEUP IS DAMN THICK LOL. HES SO DAMN CUTE CUTE X10000000. HES SO SHY. THE DAMN MARKER GOT NO INK AND HE TURNED UP TO LOOK AT ME BWAHAHAH. But he nv thank me :( Or did i walk off too fast?! IM SO LIKE FREAKING KANCHIONG. MINHO, KEY & JONGHYUN IS DAMN HANDSOME ALL OF THEM ARE SO CUTE. ONEW'S SO FRIENDLY LIKE OMGOMG BWAAHAHHA THEY'RE LIKE OMGOMG LUVTHEM4EVA. k shall stop spazzing.. But it's like i nv take a REAL GOOOOD look at them!! Esp Key! :( He's like so far away from me :( $60 + waited for more than 16hrs.. shows how crazy kpop fans are. ;\ (Pok even told me someone bought Minho and Key's sig (from others) for $200 WTF? And from ELFs, someone offered $600?!?!?! Damn.. mad) But sadly.. i didn't manage to take a lot of chio picts because my cam died on me and the quality kinda suck.. WALAO LIKE SERIOUSLY.. DAMN SAD. NEWCAM4ME PLEASE :( I WAN MORE PICTS. I'LL GET MORE FROM OTHERS!!!!!! ANYONE GOT CHIO PIX DURING THE SESSION MUS SEND ME K PLZPLZPLZ MUACK

Lastly, THANK YOU THAT V KP PERSON POK WAN KIN!!!!!!!! If not for him i don't think i'll be able to get sig + see them LOL hehehe. AND IT'S THE FIRST (SHINee) EVENT IN SG WOOO!!

I WANNA HAV A GD LOOK + SEE AT THEM AGAIN. A CONCERT HOPEFULLY OHMYFUCKINGGOD
feel so damn sad that i nv spam pix :-( nv really hav a gd look @ them SAD X10000 ARGH

And if you're interested in how CCK LOT1 looked like ystd.. here you go.. this is only one level btw.. get ready for the worst shock in your life. really disasterous + chaotic
picture taken with full credits from mixx/twitpict

2010-01-30T03:12:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUNDAY !!!!!!! PLEASE PRAY PLEASE PRAY BWAHAHAHAHA I'M SO EXCITED.

2010-01-28T00:41:00.003+08:00

Headache's freaking me out now. Because....... I woke up at 8.45 this morning for a damn briefing + training for this coming airshow event near Changi. Went all the way down to Tanah merah with an empty stomach. It was horrible.. The weather esp. 12.30-6.00.. Ay.. i cn't explain how terrible it is. Anyway, am thankful enough to get this job :) Then.. at 6.40+, had my first meal @ Tpy's Mcdonalds with Kim. Almost died out of hunger.. rushed like mad to work after that. Reached home only at 11+. Today is mad crazy man fullstop

2010-01-22T01:49:00.003+08:00

It's been quite some time since i blogged. Life's still that boring.. plus my current financial state.. totally.. So.. am working as a telemarketer at TPY for a property agency now. Sounds retarded but it's really slacky. Okay anyway.. i really cn't wait for the posting results on 27th!! Eggcited. Hopefully i'll be posted to my desired course/poly heehee. Meanwhile, i've decided to signup for lessons at OSchool. ;)

2010-01-11T22:01:00.026+08:00

That period of superb torture was afterall worthwhile. Was satisfied (quite) with my results in the first place.. However, came home to decide on the 12 courses which i'm interested in (and of course, meet their COP).. and i realised.. it wasn't at all easy! My l1b4 is really........... -.- Honestly.. i'm like so disappointed and sad.. But who to blame? ME FOR STARTING REVISIONS LATE. I really really regretted. I should have studied 4years earlier.. I SHOULD!!! Sighs.

Anyway, did i mention about the atmosphere in the hall just now?! My hands turned really cold. I swear my heart's gonna jump out any moment!! FuckyeahOlvlresults!!!! After the release was spam of phone calls and texts from all over the world. Hahah! Anyway.. It's wonderful to see 5/2 once again with all their uniforms on. I'll miss Anderson. I am.. already. We're gonna seperate for good :-( But on the other hand.. i'm looking forward (quite) to poly life teehee.

My dear friends.. it's not the end yet. Don't give up. Goodluck okay? Love y'all.

Mezzmerizzed

2010-01-08T03:20:00.004+08:00

My blog's so dead. Hahaha. I shall blog right now since i've nothing to do. Still as lifeless as ever.. but am busy with my blogshop stuff. Haha. School officially started. Hows school? :-) It feels weird seeing Andersonians on streets. It's like, wow i'm still having holidays and others are studying! Hahaha.. Aw. i miss those days in school though i used to dread it most and often rant about it. So people, treasure your secondary school days now. You'll miss it for sure. I swear!!!!

Sister got her iphone today, i want blackberry bold please dad!!! :-( Anyway.. Olvl results releasing in 3 DAYS' time. THAT'S LIKE SO DAMN FAST PLEASE?!!?!? I'm really really afraid. I think i've been running away from it lorrrrrrr. But well.. i can only sit and pray + hope for the best. Nvmd. I'm prepared. Goodluck k people? X

2010-01-01T22:13:00.038+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL. It's 2010! :-)
LONG WORDY POST AHEAD!! And so.. I spent my first day of 2010 with ELFs. Caught 3D Avatar @ Cine and went home for dinner after that.

Well.. To sum it all up, 2009 kinda sucked. In fact, it sucked a whole lot. However, the first 6~7 months was pretty good for me :) I enjoyed it so so much. Am always looking forward to every tomorrows. Life was totally different from what it is right now.. totally. But obviously.. it would be weird if everything remains unchanged. Humans do change! Right? I'm sure i've changed too. Of course, for the better.. (for the benefit of myself, not others.) 'Cuz one must bear in mind that 'good-begets-good' doesn't exist. Therefore, think for yourself before others. I've learnt it! What about you? If you realised.. i always blog about how much life sucked in the last half year of 2009. On the contrary, that period taught me how to be smarter.. learn and experience new stuff.. expose the true colours of one, two, three, more & more... -I decided to backspace all- If you people actually think that your small little acts revealed nothing, you're totally wrong :-) I know it all.. but i just prefer to keep my mouth shut..

In the last half year of 2009.. how i wish i lived a better life. Not like this current one whereby i hated every single thing, not liking even one. Everything now just sucked so much. People around me are just so 'fake' and disgusting. Yes, i'm like alone for most of the last half year of 2009. I think that's the reason why i think this period sucked. I enjoyed it though at times i feel inferior and even went crazy over this small matter.. like duh, who doesn't wanna have a bunch of good friends whom you can hang out, laugh and joke with?! It's difficult to find a bunch of people whom you can really trust and get together with well for a long long time. In the long-run, bonds in between people become tighter, but imperfections will be discovered. Well.. i kinda envy those people without flaws. No one is flawless? I think there are! But on the other hand.. what about those who are suffering so much more than us...? Is life that unfair to all? Of course.. that's life.

I'm not one who can study a lot. I've a peabrain. I don't do self revisions at home. I don't do homeworks. I don't pay attention in class. I sleep alot in class. I don't know how i came all the way either. Straight F9s for Humans and POA. Never once passed my Sciences. Chinese deterioriated like crazy. All these have been going on for exactly 4 years plus! But.. in 2009, i finally woke up. Not physically, but mentally. Because of my Os. Because i'm worried. Because i want to get good results. Because i want to prove to those damn teachers who once said i'm a confirmed gone case. Because i see my future. And because.. i'm a total sore loser (Quitted being one anyway. Cuz afterall, why anger yourself?!). All the things that people have learnt in Sec1-Sec4, i've to cover it up in less than 1-2months. Time was very very limited.. 13-14 hours of studying a day.. I nearly went bonkers. I felt so darn stressed up! I skipped meals cause eating will waste my study time. I shouted/screamed at home, cried to Mom and Dad how much i hated the period then- like a mad person! NO! I'm not suffering from depression!! Cried over the phone while talking some individuals.. Touched by the people who cared. And for the papers which i think i've done badly, my mood was super down. And so on... Then.. a big relief after Os! It's like you're finally freed! I can feel it!

Love life in 2009 was terrible. Shall cut short.. i don't know why all the guys i met end up treating me like that.. for no reason. Same treatment from all okay!!! I don't know why the hell.......

5/2' 09 was awesome. Totally! Love that bunch of crazy guys who jokes, never fail to make us laugh and brings joy to the class. Countless teachers cried because of our mischievous acts.. but we've learnt our lessons, haven't we? :-) Aww.. i'm already missing all of you!

I've a few plans for the upcoming year ;) Gonna do it. Plus, i want to lead a new life and put the past behind. Yes, i'm gonna brainwash every. single. thing. I hate the damn way you mother fucking people are treating me as. I feel like immigrating man! I'm all prepared to go over to elsewhere. Here, there's nothing for me to keep anyway. See the hatred towards my current life? Hell, even more than you expected!!!

I better stop typing before it gets longer. Have a happy year ahead all! Xoxo :-)

2009-12-25T02:52:00.007+08:00

MERRY XMAS EVERYBODY :) It's the 25th! Which means December is ending very soon... which means January is approaching soon.. which means RELEASE OF RESULTS!!! Oh my no please no no. The thought of it sends me creeps.. i'm rlly rlly afraid + i cn't do anything.. ughh. Oh.. anyway, spent my xmas eve with Kim. just plain walking around town + vivo for the WHOLE DAY. Got nth for ourselves.. pathetic? Hm well.. more of tumblr-ing frm now on i guess.. It's all about reblogging my all of my faves hahahah kinda lz to update blogger but once in a while I WILL!!! :)

2009-12-22T19:31:00.003+08:00

so sorry humans. my blog's like.. very very damn dead. guess i won't be updating much unless something eventful happens. anyway. flea on Sunday sucked a big time, for me. day dream-ed for the whole day.. sitting down there.. ah, don't wanna go any further. bored2death. hm well.. currently am like so obsessed with kpop.. if you noticed my twitter. ^^ hahaha. i can spend the whole day sitting infront of the computer watching videos (korean variety shows) in youtube. lifeless right? whatever.. i like it this way :) i'm like going crazy over kpop.. i even hav the thought to fly over to korea to attend StarKing or go S.M for audition (if you know what it is) HAHA k don't laugh!!! thats very rude. i wanna learn Korean i wanna go over there to study. yes. i'm dead serious!!! i hate life in singapore so i wna get a new one hoho. that's my current plan.. and I'M NOT JOKING AT ALL.. dont laugh!!! but.. current obstacle: parents. irritating much. :( k goodbye~

2009-12-15T22:04:00.020+08:00

Hi!! how have y'all been :) it's been quite some time since i updated. still as lifeless.. Sakae buffet w kim & joseph ystd. ate till we almost died hahah full like crazy. umm.. these few days.. other than wasting my time at home.. basically.. i've nothing else to do :( k anyway.. CHECK OUT FOR THE UPCOMING EVENT!! i'll be having a booth there with Shermaine & friend. SUPPORT K!! Definitely awesome!! :-) am so XXXcited!

SWAP & $HOP is here again!
And we’re involved in 2009’s largest Flea Before Christmas!
20th December 2009 is the grand date and we will attempt to decorate the entire place so Christmassy that you will definitely feel the joy and warmth of Christmas! Not only that, this will be the very first Flea Market held within the fantastically large air-conditioned space of St James Powerstation which will be held till the LATE HOURS OF THE NIGHT.

Talk about needing to grab your last minute Christmas Clothes and Accessories and not having enough time?

SWAP & $HOP will open the Flea till 9pm just for us girls to take our time to look through our items! And so we will start at 4pm for all the late night party Saturday goers, and end it off nicely at 9pm!

This time around, we will have new venues opened at
MOVIDA
GALLERY BAR
CIGAR DEN
OUTDOOR CARPARK TENTAGE AREA
And for those lucky car driving owners, we are having spaces up for CARBOOT SALES TOO!
There will also be having a small tattoo exhibition from Primitive and Marc Pinto (Australia’s and Asia’s most renowned Tattoo Artist) at Swap and $HOP this 2009!

Besides that, we will be having nonstop entertainment from multiple talented bands and celebrity DJs from the Scene! From Indie underground, Classic Rock, Pop and even Top 40s, and even R&B to rock the grounds at SWAP & $HOP this 20th December 2009!

Furthermore, after the Flea Market, there will be an AFTER PARTY at St James Powerhouse. We have alcohol sponsors, a band showcase, guest celebrities, and almost everything to make this Christmas Season a little special for us all!

So please come join us at St James Powerstation this 20th December 2009 at
SWAP & $HOP
The Flea Before Christmas
20th December 2009
Trading begins at 4pm SHARP

REMEMBER...............
BRING LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA CASH!!!

I'LL BE @ THE GALLERY (INDOOR + AIRCON OK!!) G13 BOOTH. MAP BELOW ^^

HOW TO GET THERE:

CYA!!!!!

2009-12-09T01:56:00.002+08:00

have you ever wondered.... just what life is?! why.. some of the people are born without hands and legs.. some of them are born without senses.. some are born with perfect face features while others aren't.. some are born in rich families while others suffer in poverty.. alot more i cn't think of....... will update this space soon. time2sleep xx

2009-12-07T02:03:00.008+08:00

first day of work. i'm not gonna type a lengthy post until i have the strength to.. bcuz my energy's like drained now. can you imagine me standing from 11am till 1130pm? omg like seriously.. i almost died. stomach's got a problem so didn't eat much for the two bfast/dinner breaks. was basically slacking arnd when i'm doing my 2nd shift for a simple reason n that is that i'm really really worn out n tired.. shucks. i feel like sleeping right nw but i cn't.. i just had my 'dinner'- cup noodles n i'm waiting for it to digest... omg fast plz. people there are nice except for some stupid + proud/think-highly-of-themselves individuals.. my partner is nice ^^. i thought he was 'cold' at first but afterall quite friendly n nice aha! n did i mention about the hotel's kitchen? it's horrible... -.- i felt like a cleaner.. you cn nv imagine the cons of eating in hotels.......

okay. idk what's wrong w my stomach nowadays. seems like i'll get stomachache whenever i drink plain water.. or else.. for no particular reason, it'll attack. ahahha like wtf right.. k. i reckoned that my whole body will ache like crazy tmrw morning when i wake up becuz i'm like having difficulties to walk now.. -.- hell no plz..

2009-12-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

quick post quick post i need to go to bed soon!! homeclub @ riverwalk- fleamarket kinda suck. bought one pathetic bag + top. k.. then went to town to window shop. stomach's being a bitch + I WENT INTO THE GENTS BY ACCIDENT omg so damn embarrased n the whole lot looked at me -.- i was shocked n they are too ahahah ok wtf then had sushi at ion & headed home at about 9+. working tmrw w kim n others .. ugh ulcer in tongue not healing damn pain kkk BYE.

2009-12-03T14:44:00.006+08:00

i came across a group in Facebook.. http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=104786470334&ref=mf
seriously i don't know what the fuck is wrong with Japan's law. feel like crying. i'm speechless..

edited.
watch this Bad Romance- LadyGaga parody by hitmanbreakeroftheye on Youtube. (if you know who he is-in Youtube- cuz his like god damn pop now.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A98QLymh_4k
ahem.. tryna' insult my idol? HAHAHA hilarious

2009-12-03T02:31:00.002+08:00

lack of updates so sorry~ went for training @ Hilton Hotel w kim, xf, jo n qy today. me n kim had sushi while waiting heh. bored2death for that 3 hrs.. starved for the whole day till 11pm n finally had my bfast/lunch/dinner at Amk's mac. stomach almost died ahah.. starting work on Sunday. seemed tough but $_$.. !!

it's 2.35am now. watching drama + chatting on msn.. a bloody breathing sound dk frm who just scared the hell out of me. i'm all alone in the living rm.. heart sudnly pumped like crazy n finally calmed down.. hahah wth sound like a retard. k i wna go to bed alrdy.. it's getting late. gdnight ^^

2009-11-30T15:07:00.004+08:00

WHY SO HANDSOME ?!?!?!!!!!!!!
edited
suddenly thought of my Olvls.. kinda worried for my results. to recall.. i think i screwed quite alot. it's a feeling insde.. i'm really afraid.. really really -.- stupid. ughh i swear my heart's pumping right nw wtf

2009-11-28T13:35:00.007+08:00

updated my tumblr heheh. well.. i guess i'm gonna rot at home for the whole of today. went out to town w sis ystd. 2 more items added to my wardrobe like finally! ^^ more coming frm online shopping.. ahahahah so satisfied. everyone's working alrdy and me..? still wasting my time here doing nth 'cept using comp, spending money.. i want a job!! anyone intro me? plzplzplzplz i've already wasted one whole month... :(

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anyway. ants are real irritating pests. all over my table idk why. fck.. itching all over already. hell boringgggginging..

so many words unsaid

2009-11-27T01:16:00.009+08:00

hi all ^^ i'm back n omg its 1.48am.. quick update n off2bed. went over to vivo. got my jacket but so disappointed -.- walked arnd.. supposed to look for job but ended up shopping ahah. enjoy ourselves :-) however didn't get anything.. still prefer online shopping eheh. i wanna be rich!! rich like those richies out there!! k gng out w sister tmrw yay gnightz!

2009-11-25T00:43:00.006+08:00

a day out with kim for interview at Raffles. turned out to be a recruit express company or smth -.- so.. great disappointment. then went over to Shangri-la.. we almost died bcuz heels killed us n damn the long journey to the 'nearest bus stop' -.- headed down to ION after that.. walked arnd.. just when our legs were about to break.. we left. kept complaining on our way home.

dad came to fetch me to IKEA w mom n sis. walked arnd.. shopped for our stuff. new pillows + desk for us! then, sis was raving about the meatballs spaghetti there.. how dainty it was n all.. i had to try it. as expected.. not that 'WOW' but still nice.. idk why the raves frm her. then, dad was nxt. about the hotdog buns.. ahah common. but tasty. kkk thats all i'm too lz to continue.

oh. and this cute boy at IKEA. he was trying so hard to tiptoe to hold onto the handle.. n his mom pushing the trolley dragged him. like a sicko, i ran over and took a picture. wahahah cute boy i wnna kidnap him. ;)

blisters on my feet! poor leggy legs.. they're still aching.. thx to my heels. i'm really tired n i need to sleep now. so goodnight peepo :-) lotsa lovelovelove

2009-11-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

i think i got scammed.. $200 -.-

2009-11-23T16:58:00.010+08:00

hi. hows life? ^^ pretty much boring for me 'cept that was busy packing stuff and shifting it over here. terrible sinus strucked me ystd.. was really uncomfortable n all so slept early last night. the environment must have caused it ahah. realized the money in my bank went down by $300++ in like 2-3 weeks.. where the hell did they flew to? -.- i swear thr're no new goodies for me n my wardrobe. zzzzz..

btw.. i'm like so worried for my Olvl results.. -.- i know i have to ignore (bcuz it cnot be undone) n spend my hols first but i swear i just cn't help it -.- i'm worried about... somemore stuff which i don't wish to mention.. practically everything in my life -.-

where are you where are you i miss you.......
-.-

till now i'm still clueless..

2009-11-21T02:12:00.008+08:00

went out in the evening.. jun drove us all to katong mall's jap restaurant. many funny happenings on the way there haha! had our dinner and went off to Marina Barrage. celebrated pui's bday there. felt pretty bored so they wanted to bowl.. ended up spending half an hour infront of the country club fixing jun's car's window ahah ._. wanted to pool after that but kpool closed .. unlucky or what!? haha so went home after that. thx jun ^^

have i mentioned that i fell down again? my heels made me lose balance and i fell.. -.- scratched my leg (one big bloody patch).. it bled n till now it's painful. cn't be anymore clumsy omg. how many times must i fall down in a month?! k time to sleep. i cn't wait to shift hse ^^.

2009-11-20T01:24:00.008+08:00

was clearing and packing my stuff for Sunday. threw all my books and worksheets.. seems like i'm throwing all the memories away.. for the past years.. to sum it up, life in Anderson was really great with 5/2 peeps. thr's always fun, joy and laughter with them around. holidays just started (and i reckoned it'll be a boring one) & i'm already missing them ... touched 'nuff.. are you crying ?

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i went to bed at 4am last night and fell asleep at 5+. i can't believe i spent the whole hour reading messages..
kayz. will update blog later on. celebrating pui's bday @ ~~Kallang~~ Katong-

2009-11-19T14:51:00.006+08:00

i slept really late last night. like about 4+ and woke up @ 11+ in the morning. thx to the postman whom knocked onto my door & woke me up from my sleep.. my parcels arrived! ugh. i'm like lifeless now know. besides using the comp.. i cn't find anything else to do -.- rain rain go away.. since morning till now! cn't even go out of hse to grab a bite. so i'm here.. dying of hunger.. any food deliveries 2 intro ? dont feel like mac-ing..

"The best thing about a picture is that it never changes even if the person in it does"

you've forgotten.. but i've not

2009-11-18T12:49:00.056+08:00

happy birthday to the girl above.. Cheryl choo! :-)

smth to share w you guys. kitty lab's official web! so cute k. http://www.kittylab.com.sg/ oh yah prom's fun but kinda boring.. -.- still.. many pretties n handsomes heheh ;) took little pictures. ugh.. weren't nice.
:-( and the stupid thing is NO CLASS PHOTO (HOW CAN?!) like wtf.. anyway.. everything ended at about 11+ or so. walked off w friends.. (reluctantly..) to town then cabbed to esplande. chatted in an opened area. kinda bored n sleepy so cabbed home at about 2 aft that. seems like i spent all my money on cabbing ystd night tsk. photos not with me, with the others. will upload if i've the time to :-) lastly.. i'll miss 5/2 alot bcuz i don't know when we can see each other again... ('cept for results day- undoubtedly.. it'll only be for a short while) kinda regret what i did for prom.. as in.. i didn't really enjoy myself + my terrible stomachache (not normal pain but it's the pain whereby thr's too much acid in it..) spoilt my appetite + didn't rly take alot pictures with individuals + alot alot more argh.. 2nd prom 4 me ? :(

hmm.. i feel like creating a tumblr & a twitter. yes i shld. k shall go do it now.. a little slow + lag but oh well.. all my heartfelt words n quotes (in tumblr via other users of cuz). nice nicey !
and and i gotta stop shopping online or outside or anywhere for a period already.
i'm really broke.. my money's flying.. like the speed of a light... :\

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fuck you mother fucking dickhead. fucking son of the bitch, i swear a thousand times that life w/o you was so fine LIKE OMG HEAVEN. i don't know why am i talking to you already like wtf. now, fuck off from my life you small little dog. i swear i'll not talk to you ANYMORE. you suck a big time- a million said so. i wanna lead a peaceful life for godness sake. I HAD ENOUGH TROUBLES. god.. my vessels almost burst..

i saw the future.. i made it up

2009-11-17T01:31:00.006+08:00

neglecting my blog alot.. ahah. went out for continuously 3-4 days.. looking for prom stuff and all. i'm sure everyone's looking forward to Tuesday eheh. painted my nails navy, got all of my stuff n i think i'm more than ready for prom :-) say hello to babes and hunks! heh. ugh. spent alot recently.. i mean real LOT.. and i need to (MUST) look for a job to earn back the money spent. tsk.. oh. am shifting house this Sunday. see how time flies...

i don't care cuz i'll remb it for life

2009-11-15T01:01:00.004+08:00

so in love w my uncle toby's wholegrain bar :-) bought 2 boxes home today morning ahah. so .. went to Cheryl's birthday chalet with joseph hf & april in the evening. was drizzling then. went to tampines & cabbed over. jailed in room with the 3 of them, chatting & eating. heheh thx 4 the food n beverages dear. i cn see you enjoying yourself v much hahah. hope you had fun ! okay, am watching jay chou's mvs now hahaha. in case you don't know, i'm in love with him :-) alright .. going out early tmrw so i better get going .. ciao

fml

2009-11-13T23:41:00.008+08:00

oh my god i really hate this fcking life of mine.
i need a new life.. heaven + god, get me into poly plz thx..
i'm so sick of my life ... yuck

omg do i sound like a retard ?

2009-11-13T12:09:00.003+08:00

went out to bugis n town with kim ystd. walked for the whole day. legs suffered like crazy ugh. and guess what ? i bought nothing. nothing at all -.- i guess its better to shop at home online. tsk.. i'm becoming geek soon.. aha anyway, will be going out later again. shifting house soon !! :-) eee i detest copycats ..

2009-11-11T18:31:00.013+08:00

happy birthday to lovely Eric today ! :-)
ehe! say goodbye to Os! I'M SO EXCITED OH MY GOD. 2nd post for the day. cn't be anymore happy :):) the only thing i'm sad abt is bcuz i'm afraid that my mcq might drag my papers down :-( ugh but anyway .. gg out to shop tmrw ahah. 'mountain tortise' for almost 3 months alrd i think. clearing the mess on my table very soon. anyway, give me some time.. creating the spree in progress (prob will be done in midnight or smth bcuz i'll b watching tv n doing other stuff) heheh. but hopefully response wldn't b that bad.. hm. one small piece of pizza for the whole of today. god.. period's making me suffer.. uhuh, tata !

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never expected so.. seems like you prefer life this way.
i remembered every single word you said and did. what about you ?
i can't believe i dreamt about you for 2 continuous nights ...
it's never gonna be like it again

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LAUNCHED !! like finally right ... no more than $50! support me plzzz ^^
http://amorousletter.livejournal.com/

2009-11-11T09:56:00.001+08:00

woke up at 6+ in the morning and i see 'happiness'
'last paper' makes me happy. what about you ? :-)

will be conducting a spree for footwear when i come home later ! hehehe. takes roughly 2 weeks or so to arrive. prices range from $40~$45 (to be revised) no more! leather/suede: boots + platforms + heels + flats ! (not alot actly. less hassle u see :p) more details will be up later on after 6pm. affordable for all! cya girls !

preview 4 u ? :-)

2009-11-10T18:38:00.000+08:00

hello i'm back after 3 days. busy studying chinese (less than 3 hrs btw) + shopping online ahah. spent like almost $100 in less than a week when i'm like bloody at home n having my Os .. still .. heheh i cn't wait for prom !! received 2 items i got frm online today + my prom dress. omg luv it to death death x1000. kk aft tmrw- LAST DAY OF Os, i'll go shop till i die. less wordy n entertaining posts in future i promise ! :-) time for tv bbbb !!!

2009-11-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

sequined or vans navy/black .. i cnt decide.. :(

2009-11-07T18:32:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to mommy on the 6th. love you so much. :-)
happy birthday to laopok wankin on the 7th. lose your effing dotA :-) HAHA

enjoying life right now hehehe. celebrated mom's bday at some restaurant @ east coast. meal was great.. no other verbs to describe it aha. 've been sneezing for the whole day. very terrible eh -.- k it's damn late so i gta go to bed right now

2009-11-05T14:48:00.000+08:00

AS EXPECTED, POA SUCKS LIKE SHIT. shit, you know ?! you can simply conclude (from my tone) how badly ive done for my poa papers. duhhh i'm nv into POA. i bloody shed one drop of tear for it just now. WHY DIDN'T I CHOOSE DNT !? 've asked myself a thousand times. POA SUCK SUCK SUCK UR DICK. whole lot saying poa damn easy. fuck. good for you people lor. for me best already. I CONFIRM F9 K. TO ALL THOSE WHO WANT ME TO GET F9 + BADBAD RESULTS FOR ALL OF MY SUBJECTS HAPPY ?!

so you see .. last paper of the week! i can rest for like 5 days before the other 2 papers. but i'm like .. on holiday mode now already wahaha. any idea how tough that period of time was ?! barely 5 hrs of sleep a day know! :-( plusplus, limited computer usage ... aha anyway, i'm gonna enjoy my weekends hehheh off to watch my drama then take nap den play for the whole day wahaha .

seriously, i think i've done badly for Os ... idk why the hell am i pondering so much over it now since everything's like done n cnot be undone .. so ya .. sad. sighs
whtever grades .. i jus wna move on to poly :'-(

2009-11-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

4 more papers !!!!!!!!! ....

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need someone like you with me
omg i miss you so so much

2009-10-29T13:22:00.000+08:00

I DAMN FUCKING SAD LA HAI

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when i sleep, i think of Mathp2. when i eat, i think of Mathp2. when i study, i think of Mathp2. when i shit, i think of Mathp2. i cried so much for Mathp2 ..
seems like i just broke up with my boyfriend named 'Mathp2'..

2009-10-29T04:40:00.000+08:00

like i said, i cnot be over confident or feel extremely happy for smth.
becuz thr's definitely another thing for me to cry over after that .

i fucking repeatedly told myself to not to be so happy for math paper1. but y'know, smtimes humans just cn't control their feelings. and duh, smth bad happened. it did !! n1 fcking moron Stella. when will you start to learn ?! do you know how high my expectations for this were ?! yes. cx and pamela's words did cheered me a lil, but afterall, it's NV gonna be possible. i know very well whr i stand. + this time round it's like a god damn big mistake. if you did smth like me, you'll never forgive yourself. never .. might sound like i've over exaggerated, but this IS very serious. u can nv guess it .. who wld be so stupid like me ?! it's fucking OLvls, not PRELIM EXAMS. damn demoralizing ... 'nough said.. sighs. thx girls anyway. n thx adam omg i feel so touched :-) my eyes are swollen from all the crying ... terribly sad. still not over it yet .. but what to do ? it's already done .....

i feel like as though i'm gonna fall ill soon. i've been sneezing since morning.
hell yeah .. Os over soon please .. gna collapse soon

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i can simply judge by one incident.
one word: bravo :-)

2009-10-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i actually screwed my practical paper .. sort of .
but hopefully it wldn't turn out to be that bad as i thought it wld ...
and i think it definitely will -.-
undoubtedly sad. do you knw how hard i cried over it ?!
anyw, will resume blogging after Os .. i'll miss you. miss me too k.
ciao

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Once we accept our limits, we go beyond them.
-einstein

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whatever treatment i receive from people,
i'll make sure i pay back double :-)

i tried to but reality replaced it
've gt nth to say. imba

2009-10-19T12:11:00.001+08:00

guess what ?
i went out in the morning to get my breakfast n when i was walking home .......
i fell into a drain .

yes it sounds funny i know but i tell you it's damn freaking pain. the scratch is swollen- like a hump n it's bleeding non stop -.- ..
my toe nail broke n it's bleeding from inside .................... what a morning

2009-10-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

fug everything in my life now
and give me a new life
hate the damn life tht i'm leading now YUCK
how i wish i had smth better ...

desktop's back btw ^^

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i wldn't say a word

2009-10-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

it's 13oct today! post specially dedicated to the girl above ahah.

you're growing older each day lao. old y'know :-) HAHA . okay. we've been lovers for long and will be for the rest of our lives right. it's always nice to have you with me. thr's alws fun & laughter. though we seldom meet cuz of your work n my studies but bonds still tight as bfore. remb hw we met ? HAH k it's embarassing to say out right now. hope you enjoy your day today k. will meet you often aft my exams. love you much! :-) last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST LEONG <3

2009-10-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

see i slack n slack n slack n slack till i die . nv rly study today zz whats happening to meeee......

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less than 4 hrs of studying ...

this period's a torture. i cnt wait for holidays !!

2009-10-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

i'm like studying poa halfway n hav the urge to come to blog. fuck poa why did i even choose it why did i even choose poa why did i choose poa why did i choose poa poa is a bitch nv choose poa poa suck dick go suck dick fuck fuck poa i feel so stupid omg ..

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i studied for like less than 5 hours today n i'm using the comp now. Z.Z

2009-10-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

hiya you guys miss me ? ^^ wahahha. long time since i came online. busy studying eheh ^^. it's been a tiring week fr me. in fact, for the past few weeks.. and so, last day of schl for us today but i skipped. uhuh i prefer studying at home. it's like a waste of time to go to schl -for this period i mean. aww, i'll miss 5/2... cn't wait for prom ! :-) ahah k it's getting late.. 2+ alr and i'm still awake! needa wake at 9/10+ to study tmrw. ugh.. & before i go, entertainment for you guys. matt showed me this. YOU GOTTA WATCH IT HAHAHAHA. cn't post video :( click link then. hav a good laugh! bbi !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mA&feature=related CLICK
i need you. now. please. i've so much to say

2009-10-03T20:22:00.001+08:00

i miss you, the 2nd you .

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11 hrs of studying. it's tiring ..

and you + you you you you SUCK2THECORE.

use the lappy jus to update my blog :-) i'm not surfing the net. i'm not !!

2009-10-02T14:40:00.001+08:00

sick, again . i need a rest for now. sleep = waste time. ugh. but i cn't afford to fall sick. so ya, toodles.

2009-09-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

quicky update for today. ahah i came back eventually. blogging's like part of my life alrdy. for almost 7 yrs of blogging !! so anyway, schl as usual. lessons were packed. talk by principle after schl. remedial lessons aft that and all. came home in the evening. studied a lil only. not much today .. sighs. life's gonna be tough fr me during this period of time. :-( i've eliminated ALL the distractions in my life. restrained myself frm using the computer very much alrdy unlike in the past whereby i use the comp for over 5 hours during weekdays. staying at home nt gng out, no tv less phones blabla. am using every second of my life worthily. ahahah am pushing myself real hard this time round. really .. tsk.

2009-09-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

i thought ..........................................................................................

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afterall, thoughts will be thoughts.

and so, i studied from 11 in the morning till now it's 10.41pm (with breaks in btwn of cuz). duration might seem long but it's like.. v few stuff went into my head only :-( sighs.. ss and math mock exam tmrw. i learnt about it only today -.- n i'm gonna screw tmrw's ss paper bcuz i think i studied the whole lot wrong topic. whole world's studying another. arghhhh fk. okay. desktop spoilt for like a week plus already. heaven's will i think ahah. will be on hiatus for a month. mugging v hard. one month one month. time's limited !! i'll make full use! goodbye blog. till then :-) but who knows. i might update heheh .

x set everything aside

x concentrate on studies

x good grade fr Os

x ENJOY LIFE AFTER THAT!!! ^^

2009-09-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

i MUST say.. singaporeans' kiasu-ness degree is to the maximum. well, it's my first time going to the library at such an early timing. library opens at 11 n guess what ? at 10.40, i see a crowd outside the entrance preparing for war. n when the doors open at 11, people run in like mad cows to book their seats. mmm.. am i one of them? k anyway.. productive study sessions w olivia till 4+. spent a bomb on lunch at hk cafe. i cn't afford to spend anymore :'(

my throat's like swollen, tongue + lips = ulcers. cough's gonna find me soon. i feel so heaty !! major breakout's pissing me off. signs of stressness. yes definitely. see, i'm racing against time. 29 more days to Os know! i'm very very very x100 worried + scared. i've a rly bad instinct that i'll fail my Os .. plus i feel like crying whenever i think of it .. sighs. stomach's giving me problems again .. god. it's 2:11 now and i'm still awake. i need to wake @ 8+ tmrw !! CIAOZ

2009-09-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

smth's wrong with my damn internet right now. cn't seem to connect to other sites. luckily i left this page on. wahaha. sushi + salad + yogurt + bread for lunch and dinner. nap for awhile n study frm evening all the way till night. but lappy's with me thrfore play> work> play> work> play x100 .. ahm. it's getting late now i need some sleep. waking early tmrw to go out to study study and study. goodnight. leave me a comment! :-)

i feel like tearing you into pieces. i'm gonna curse you. fuck

but on a second thought.. no bcuz i believe in karma. so how ?!

2009-09-24T20:13:00.001+08:00

the moment i saw my L1B4 grade, my heart sank deep .. it almost died.

yes sad. yes angry. sad + angry to the max. fml a big time. am troubled like nuts.

my stomach gave me problms today. i cn't seem to get rid of all those acid in my stomach.

'cept fr that period of time when pills given by doc were with me. guess i've to rely on those in the future ahah.

remedials from 2 to 5. wasn't beneficial at all .. -.-

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(via eletheowl)

2009-09-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

school's sucha bore. left eye was sore in the morning. red eyes, tears arnd pupil. but got well eventually. hmm, in a month's time from now- olvls. i'm like totally not prepared -.- how am i suppose to catch up with work ?! have not gotten over my prelim results btw. total failure .. yikes. time fr bed. goodnight.

2009-09-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Olivia and Matthew Lee! :)

school as usual. all i can say is .. i'm terribly disappointed in my results. really .. sighs

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it was just me, not you .

i feel so stupid.

2009-09-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

i threw my cordless phone away while eating mac ystd morning.

it's fking funny n i only realise it during the night

ahahha schl tmrw sian haaaaai life sucks you know :-(

2009-09-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

i wonder why do i have sucha fuckedup life. fucking fucked up

i fucking stayed at home for the whole of today

and i'm going to do so for the rest of my fucking life excluding schl days

i seriously hate everything single thing in this fucked up life

i envy people with fun n enjoyable life. mine's like shit

fuckedup life fuckedup studies fuckedup every single thing

fucking makes me wanna fucking cry

i'm willing to let everything in this fucked up life go fr a new one

i'm terribly sorry fr the fucks. i couldn't help it. FML

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i've been sneezing like fr the past 13-15 hrs .. -.- chop my nose.

okay so, i thought i 'll b gg to the flea titans tday.

whole night whole day so excited bout it .

but last minute cancelled fuck

so i stayed at home fr the whole day

computer spoilt + nothing to do

so basically i just rot + rot and rot infront of the tv like shit

n finally sis sleeping i cn use my laptop k bye.

oh btw, I LOVE LADY GAGA !!!! FTW GAGA HAHA

2009-09-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

I'm watching VMA '09 which was held @ NY on MTV Asia now.

The speech by Janet Jackson is hell touching that i almost teared.

She, along with some of the top dancers and choreographers in the world paid tribute to MJ.

AWESOME. and i LOVE lady gaga. she's so damn great !!!!!

And boo to kayne west. he dissed taylor swift and left her speechless there . ugh

omg. for the next 2 hrs ... AFK !!!!!

2009-09-18T15:13:00.000+08:00

Didn't attend school ystd because i wasn't feeling well. So, went back today and got my prelim papers. Glad that i've managed to pass my English P2. However, am fucking disappointed with my Math result. I DID expect a lousy score but definitely not to THIS frigging extent. It's way too ... ... horrible/bad/sucky/fkedup. I was shocked. It's like 80-90% of the class failed .. BADLY. How can that be ?! Whatever, just accept it loser. Not disclosing my other scores because they're like all the shits in the world added up together. From those, it's a definite 'yes' to getting a grade of >30 for L1B4. So, say goodbye to Os .. I'm really sad.

I iteratively said that i wanna study and do well for exams ... Appparently, no actions were taken. I wanted to much to study. But i'm lazy x1000 + i have a bad memory. Fuck. I wonder how much can a brain take. Why on earth are there professors ?! Their brains must be humongous. I think mine's like the size of a pea. (pea brain) ........ lost of words. i can't continue.

Oh well .. dinner @ J8's Din Tai Fung w family later on. Celebrating sis's birthday. :) Happy belated dearest HX. (17th Sep) You might be the bitchiest or sluttiest sister i've ever met but i still love you know :)

Argh. my stomach hurts a big time ... Barely had a meal today. Biscuits + bread till now. Okay, time to catch the show -Breaking the Magician's code on Chnl AXN. heh. Goodbye.

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" Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness. Appreciating the memories and learning from the pain and realizing that people always change. "

(via eletheowl)

2009-09-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to JC! May you grow taller, look smarter n excel in your lousy studies. :) Hahah. Needless to say, today's POA paper was crap + dogshit. Well .. at least i tried. Gave JC a surprised bday cele after paper tgther w my ol' clique. It's been quite some time since we went out and i still love you guys that much. :) Jack's place after cele. Chatted all the way till late evening. Was really enjoyable. After that, took our time to stroll back to HUB and went home.

2009-09-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

Like finally, prelims are ending. Last paper for tomorrow- POA. Guess i'm gonna fail badly. I nv intend to study. I don't feel like it. I have no mood for it. So, shall see a F9 for POA then. Came home and took nap till late evening.

2009-09-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

And so, trip to town w Kim yesterday. Cathay> PS> Wisma> Taka> Fareast. Our legs almost broke! Ahah. Bought nothing much tho.. i want more money $_$. Ugh, ulcer on my lips !! Pain like .... Anyway, this one week holiday is like _l_ x1000. Chinese P1 tomorrow. Best of luck to me and to everyone. Goodnight :)

2009-09-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

Am experiencing a real bad headache now. Feels like i'm going to fall sick again .. Ughh. Anyway, spent the whole of my day at home reading CozyCot forums. Hahah. have nothing better to do explains so . 3 more days to school. Don't even know what paper i'll be taking then -.- ...

2009-09-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

Know what i've been doing these few days ? Computer computer computer and more computer. Life's sucha bitch. Am wasting my time here doing NOTHING. BORED X1000000 PLEASE SAVE ME !!!!!! I SAID PLEASE.

Now, tell me where were you when i needed you most?
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2009-09-07T02:08:00.000+08:00

2nd day at home.
It's 2:42 am now and i'm not sleeping yet ...

2009-09-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

Just read my old blog's archives. Way back to when i was Secondary One. Ahah. I think i'm darn lame -.- lol .. I blog about the littlest things! Mmm .. kinda miss how life was back then. Anyway, didn't study ystd. Wasn't in a good mood. So yeah .. But managed to recall abit of history stuff because i memorized quite alot during the Midyrs. And I totally screwed Phy & Chem's MCQ paper ...

And yay, holidays next week! Not really a good thing though. Because after holidays, i only have 2 more weeks to prepare fr Os. -.- Might be banning myself from using the comp. Ahah. Sounds more like a joke. Sigh. Right now i just need a real good sleep ......... i think it's gonna be forever ...

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OMG I JUST REALISED THAT ALL ALONG THE THOUGHT OF '3 MORE WEEKS TO OLVLS ' THING WASN'T TRUE BECAUSE I MADE WRONG CALCULATIONS. W T F I'M SUCHA DUMB ASS. MADE ME SO WORRIED !! K so it's like seven more weeks. Chillllllll woooo. I still mentioned bout this in my previous post: '52 more days to Os which means, less than a month's time!' -.- ........ Omg. I'm a fucking retard who can't do calculations. LOL @ me.

Another day has gone.

2009-09-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

Not even mentally and/or physically prepared for Os .. I realise that time is running out. 52 more days to Os which means, less than a month's time! Die.. Today's Math P2 was crap. 2 hrs and 30 minutes to complete it. Insufficient time.. again. Left many blanks. Needless to say.. Math Prelim is a gone case. Sigh. Utter disappointment.

Am feeling very very unwell. Not that i'm sick, but .. i'm just unhappy ....

People do change.

2009-09-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

Managed to finish my Chinese paper 10minutes before time's up. But what's the point of putting in so much effort ? Do i need anymore gauges for my Chinese Os when i know exactly where i stand and what kind of score i'll be getting for my retest ? :'( x100000.

Subway for lunch after paper. Caught Turning Point with Sher at Hub. Went home after that. Ugh. Needa study for Math later on. Am. so. bloody. hell. lz. Hopefully tommorw's paper will turn out to be a blessing for me ;)

2009-09-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

10 more minutes to start my misery- study .. Anyway. Monday's Physics paper was a relief .. i supposed? Nv expected i cld do that much. Still, doubt i'll pass because i think thr were lotsa errors. Tchers' day cele after that. Damn bored. Hm. Math paper tmrw and guess what ? I spent my whole day using computer. Kill me please. -.- Sigh. I think i spent a total of more than $100 on online shopping. Am burning my pocket with a humongous hole .. Sigh. A sudden instict tells me that i'll not make it for my prelims. Don't even think about Os! Sigh x100. Bye.

Edit. Oh oh it's chinese not math tmrw hahahah ;)
Editedit. Forget to mention about watching movie w my 2 girls after celebration. We rushed all the way from Amk to Tpy in 15 minutes time just to catch Orphan. Long wanted to watch this! Were panting like crazy then. And, movie was great! Not that scary if you're immune to gruesome or bloody scenes. Yup, gogo catch it! :)